Please... Save me...from myself. "
Geez, I drew a sad picture. What a weird pattern of updates. Happy happy happy happy SO SAD.
This is the kinda-sorta the sequel to Blinded from the Truth. I wanted to draw another despairing N, so I drew one of him alone. More symbolism here, with the chains and his covered eyes. At this point I feel he's realized that Ghetsis was using him, and starts to plunge into despair because he now knows his whole life was a lie, and he was blinded by Ghetsis this whole time, but he can't seem to shake the chains off, which now threaten to keep him from ever accepting what he learned during his childhood wasn't the truth.
And because of that, he may always be alone.
I was obsessed with Streaming Heart by DECO*27 at the time I was making this, so I wanted to draw N blinded by some bandages.
God, I love the way his face turned out.
And oh look he's crying again. I like drawing N crying and I feel kinda bad that I do.
But overlapping chains man...NEVER AGAIN. I kinda barf'd color and lighting onto it, cause there was NO WAY IN HECK I was doing each individual link. I really HATE drawing chains. But I love how they look on N.
OK, now that I've attacked you with a text wall, please go and give N or your N clone a hug. He needs it.
What’s weird was, as I was working on this over the past couple days, one night I dreamt (most likely because I was constantly thinking about it) I posted it and it was named, “Thank You for Your Incompetence”.
I am dead serious. It got exactly 120 faves.
I also dreamt I missed by alarm, though I specifically remembered setting it. That was the first time my dream life has made references to a real life event. Because I DID set my alarm. :T
I'm still obsessed with it lol xD
Awesome pic! It surley got my feels going. *sniffle*
you're the awesome one who drew this coolio picture...
*facepalm* jeez I gotta work on recognizing artist's styles...orz.
Did you see this picture somewhere else?
n looks like he is in pain
should take his head
keep it in the shed
he is in emotional pain
would be doing him a favor
the pain would all be over
thats a lie I so do I just don't wanna
join.mes are fun
so who's holding the join me?
that's so evil! DX
but realy amazing work!
I wasn't the one who bound him in those figurative chains, Ghetsis did that.
god Ghetsis why
thank you! UwU
uwahh i love the deep meaning behind it, i just wanna hug him right now ;_;
that might take a while, now if you excuse me, i have 274862 clones to hug.
no prob! oh and i forgot to comment on the drawing itself
i really love the anatomy and the colors
the pose he's in shows so much emotion!
and you've arranged the chains and bandages very nicely!
i love everything about it aaaaa
I love his expression too. But the chaaaaaains. the chaaaaaaains. They were a pain. And I plan to draw them at least 2 more times hahahahaha Loved the bandages, I want to draw them more.
It doesn't really help that I'm listening to a sad song that, while the lyrics don't really have anything to do with the picture at all, the instrumentals fit the emotion in the piece I aimed for.
it iiiiiss ;A;
aaaaawwwwwww i bet he feels that he's melting on the inside every time