"Redeem me. Set me free from the chains that bind me. Please...
Save me...from myself. "
Geez, I drew a sad picture. What a weird pattern of updates. Happy happy happy happy SO SAD.
This is the kinda-sorta the sequel to Blinded from the Truth. I wanted to draw another despairing N, so I drew one of him alone. More symbolism here, with the chains and his covered eyes. At this point I feel he's realized that Ghetsis was using him, and starts to plunge into despair because he now knows his whole life was a lie, and he was blinded by Ghetsis this whole time, but he can't seem to shake the chains off, which now threaten to keep him from ever accepting what he learned during his childhood wasn't the truth.
And because of that, he may always be alone.
I was obsessed with Streaming Heart by DECO*27 at the time I was making this, so I wanted to draw N blinded by some bandages.
God, I love the way his face turned out.
And oh look he's crying again. I like drawing N crying and I feel kinda bad that I do.
But overlapping chains man...NEVER AGAIN. I kinda barf'd color and lighting onto it, cause there was NO WAY IN HECK I was doing each individual link. I really HATE drawing chains. But I love how they look on N.
oh god im such an evil person for liking to draw crying and chained N's >m<
OK, now that I've attacked you with a text wall, please go and give N or your N clone a hug. He needs it.What’s weird was, as I was working on this over the past couple days, one night I dreamt (most likely because I was constantly thinking about it) I posted it and it was named, “Thank You for Your Incompetence”.
I am dead serious. It got exactly 120 faves.
I also dreamt I missed by alarm, though I specifically remembered setting it. That was the first time my dream life has made references to a real life event. Because I DID set my alarm. :T